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Ellis, Havelock, 1859-1939

"Sexual Selection In Man"

's bed. He
exhibited no surprise at my presence; a few whispered words took
place; I placed my hand on his penis, and found he had an
erection. I started masturbating him, but he said he had just
finished. I then suggested, getting into bed with him. (I had
never heard at that time of such a thing being done, the idea
arose spontaneously.) He said it was not safe, and placed his
hand on my penis, I think with the object of satisfying and
getting rid of me. He masturbated me till the orgasm occurred.
"I had no further relations with him, except on one occasion,
shortly afterward, when one day, in the w.c. he asked me to
masturbate him. I did so. He did not offer to do the same to me.
"He was a delicate, feeble boy; not good at work; womanish in his
ways; inclined to go in for petty bullying, until a boy showed
fight, when he discovered himself to be an arrant coward. Four or
five years later I met him at the university. His greeting was
cool. My next affair was with a boy who was about my age (13),
strong, full-blooded, coarse, always in 'hot water.' He was the
son of the headmaster of one of the best-known public schools.


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